Priorities

Obviously my biggest priority is my children. Well I say obviously but maybe it isn't obvious. It seems obvious to me though.

Obvious or not it's true. But its not always as helpful as you'd think when making decisions.

You see I want to be a writer. I think its possible. I might never be rich but we could be better off than we are now. But it means making sacrifices.

Now I'd I could make all the sacrifices my self then there would be no problem. I wish I were that competant. Even at the best of times I am just barely good enough as a mother. A lot of the time I am failing without the extra pressure of writing.

So is it vanity to try? Am I being selfish or am I doing the best for my family in the long term?

I just don't know.

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